when life gives ME lemons

I want to throw them back or use them for dessert (depending on my mood).

Today I am torn between the two.

My mom is sick. MY MOM IS SICK (AGAIN).

I urgently need someone to give my mom a break. COME ON.

Remember I told you I am not good at watching my loved ones suffer? I actually suck at it. Yeap. I keep it together as I seem to be the least panicky person in the family but still. It hurts A LOT to see my mom suffer (again).

I am feeling a bit sour at the moment as both of my kids are at home and sick (that means I am stuck here), my mom just got admitted into hospital and my (poor) sister has another pain challenge to take care of; Omi, my German grandmother who is visiting from Germany.

Breathe in, breathe out.

One tiny step at a time.

Until next time

love,

tatu